Like walking a tightrope, exiting Hell is a balancing act. The balance is between accepting the circumstances of our own customized hell, and busting the right moves out. Paradoxically, pulling out of the Chinese finger-trap of the trauma-generated mind ID can only happen from a place of radical acceptance (of self and world).
Every map is a trap if it does not lead us through and out of the territory. There are no maps of heaven, or to heaven. Heaven accepts no substitutes so a map of Heaven would have to be as large as the territory: infinite. But the good news is everything outside of our mind-generated hell-world is infinite, a paradise regained just for the asking. All it requires is sufficient distance between ourselves and our mind-maps/mind-traps, so we no longer identify with a lonely life of self-absorption, that is the false ID’s piss & vinegar diet.
As discussed in a recent Liminalist podcast (26 min mark), every body has a natural, innate repulsion for everything that is anti-life. If we let ourselves respond unashamedly to that natural repulsion, it will gently push us away from Hell, and into the gravitational pull of Heaven, or at least Earth/Nature. This is why seeing the actual configuration of our social reality, in 2021, as being fundamentally anti-life and malevolent, is necessary to making sense of our world. And only by making sense of things can we start to understand our options, choose what is optimal to our life force, and find our way back to wholeness and happiness.
To the uninitiated, this may seem paradoxical: the more fully we let ourselves “live in hell” (see that we already do), the deeper we go in, the closer we get to the exit. This is the opposite of most pseudo-spiritual, affirmation models, that stress focusing on the positive. The problem with this approach is that the things our false identity considers positive are, more often than not, the shackles that keep us bound in hell. We choose a dissociated life of mental self-gratification, at the cost of our deeper, psychosomatic life.
At a pyschosomatic level, it is common sense to focus on the negative in order to augment the positive. We can’t get our vehicle out of the mud without addressing the ways it is stuck there. Otherwise, we end up spinning your wheels, wearing out our engines, and sinking deeper and deeper into the mud. It is not mind over matter that will save us, but mind that surrenders to the laws of Matter, the body, which are in harmony with the Spirit.
Of course there is more to liberation than the repulsion of being complicit with evil. There is also the power of attraction to provide the traction we need to escape Hell. The main elements of at-traction are discussed here, but simply stated, they are Nature (good food, air, water, etc) and Community, which entails interacting as much as possible with kindred souls with an affinity for Infinity.
The aim of the E.S.E.T workshop is 1) to provide tools for sense-making in an increasingly deranged and debased social landscape, and thereby make the necessary moves towards wholeness and well-being; and 2) to connect to other souls on this same journey, and thereby increase your access to a resonant field of goodness, love, and purpose.
The workshop if it happens will be weekly (three-hour meetings once a week). It will commence whenever there are enough committed registrants and continue likewise, as long as there is interest. A likely duration is from 6–8 weeks. Regular attendants of Affinity Groups will have free access to the workshop. There will also be “scholarships” (free spots) for interested parties with special gifts, who are likely to bring particular value to the meetings. If you feel you qualify, don’t hold back and contact me directly, at jasun at proton mail dot com.
Sign-up for the ESET workshop by transferring funds to my Wise account (email me for details), buying me Oshana credits, or via PP, below:
What the heck? I was looking at maps of hell today because Dante (which had been on my mind because my hell is so predictable it’s funny) came up while studying scholarly articles on North Sentinalese in this amazing book https://link.springer.com/book/10.1007/978–3‑030–64526‑7 (pp 851–859
The Last Island) because I am irritated by notions of spiritual evolution which depict what I feel natural connection to as lesser and prevent me from approaching or absorbing any related material which might truly benefit. I ended up on your page later by googling “HR Giger, Rudolph Steiner” which has nothing to do with hell maps or North Sentinelese (who according to some researches had public sex to keep out intruders…seems advanced and interesting) but Steiner talks about this evolution so I can’t read his work but then when I come across his quotes I feel like he knows me specifically. I was thinking about evangelism and every eye shall see, like the dismantling of the last strongholds isn’t an accident of course. Then I couldn’t stop thinking of the Alien movies and jumping into the molten ore because the parasite or heart worms are helping me create hell and also want me done and also I was thinking of Christian imagery and how that is also preventing me from approaching certain authors or accepting their knowledge because it seems to create as many problems or more through the imagery and word, actually creating the problems claimed to be solved in the name of solving. Too much blood. And I also think of the Matrix and the Alien Mother in film and what I see playing out on every stage and how the mother is viewed, how I am therefore treated and I ended up on your page here: https://auticulture.com/blog/2013/04/03/1565/ which kind of broke my numb heart because as a women struggling with backlash of Jordan Peterson and Michael Tsarion confronting mother issues it really hurts like there is no relief from being hated right now because persons who discuss subjects which interest me are predominantly male. But I can’t speak. But I see how men are being hated everywhere on purpose to like push them into corners and stoke them into berserk rage. It’s very circular. I was thinking of Jeff Bezos cutting apron springs with his Penis ship. This week I think about crucifying Venus or the dove, or mother flesh. I see the future is not androgynous but just android. And I don’t want to live here. But I can’t sign off because I know it is my duty to finish what I started and ending doesn’t end. I argue with everyone because it all seems wrong, but I know that I am not right or well. Anyhow, I link to your updated page… what a difference 8 years makes… we see the world (ideally) the same. Or now you sound like I did before I realized I wasn’t fit to leave hell or it isn’t about to let me go. You are well and I am not. And I lost the feelings that allowed me to connect. What you discovered about nature I already knew and felt, perceived. But now I am too lost in hell to feel or perceive anything positive. My dreams have lost the magical quality. Experiences stopped, well the positive ones. Now it’s only me and my hell. I am repeating loops and choking in the reverberations of the past and maybe the future, it’s all blending together and folding inward. I am limping, can barely see, barely think. I am cynical, bitter, angry, full of grief and devoid of hope. My heart is harder than I knew possible and I can’t live without it. I stopped really living a while ago, stopped trying because I know what to expect with forces beyond me but not how to change so that I might meet something different or rise above. I am on my last leg. I want out of my hell. I was literally fighting fires in Montana. The fire was fine, but my hell found me through the people. Your fears about women 8 years ago are like my fears about men now. So you made peace with this mother, but I find no peace with any fathers. I am not sure how much is a Euro but you are not charging very much to be a ferrier. Is that still a thing? Are you offering passage? You can lead a broken night mare horse to water?
Examining Revelation 13:16,17,18, the first group of three I would like to point out is that the mark of the beast is described in three separate verses, 16, 17 and 18.
The next three I see is in verse 16, “He causes all…” is followed by three contrasting categories of people,
1 — “both small and great,
2 — rich and poor,
3 — free and slave…”.
Then unto verse 17, it opens with, “and that no one may buy or sell except one who has…”, followed by three explanations of what one must have to buy or sell,
1 — “…the mark
2 — or the name of the beast,
3 — or the number of his name”.
Now unto verse 18, we read “Let him who has understanding calculate…”, which is followed by,
1 — “the number of the beast,
2 — for it is the number of a man:
3 — His number is 666″.
The last three I see is the number “6” being used three times in a row. The reason I’m making this point about God confirming in three is because it is the key to unlocking how to calculate the number 666.
Throughout the centuries there have been people trying to calculate numbers based on titles and names that come up to the number 666 to identify one person, the Antichrist; but from Revelation 13:18, I do not see where God is telling us to count up to 666, but rather to count the number of the beast. This number is identified as 666. So the verse is telling us to count the number 666.
What does it mean to count? It means to add up. So how could we add up 666? Remember my previous point about God confirming in threes is key to unlocking the number 666. So logically, what would be the best way to count the number 666? To count it equally by using the rule of three based off the number.
We cannot count it equally as 600+60+6, this would also bring us back to the start.
We cannot count it as 600+600+600, or 60+60+60 because there are no zeroes in between or at the end of 666.
The only logical option is 6+6+6=18.
What is interesting is that the verse that reveals for us to count the number itself is verse 18 (there a total of 18 verses in Revelation Chapter 13).
Another interesting point is the only two other combinations (making a total of three possible combinations) for placing a “+” symbol in between 666 are:
66+6=72 and 6+66=72.
Add both 72’s together and you get 144.
Why the number 144 is worth our attention is because the verse following Revelation 13:18 is the first time in the Bible where the 144,000 are being described in detail:
“Then I looked, and behold, a Lamb standing on Mount Zion, and with Him one hundred and forty-four thousand, having His Father’s name written on their foreheads…” (Revelation 14:1).
Now if you add up all three numbers from counting 666 by moving the “+” symbol around, it would be 72+72+18=162. What is compelling about the number 162, is, if you divide 144,000 by 162, you get 888. The name of Jesus in Greek gematria adds up to 888. The New Testament was originally written in the Greek language. Revelation 14:1 not only mentions the 144,000, but also the Lamb who is Jesus.
Now what is interesting about the number for Jesus, 888, is that if you apply the same formula that was used to count 666, you get 8+8+8=24. Why the number 24? Revelation chapter 4 tells us there are 24 elders seated around the throne of God. This is the same throne where Jesus sits.
Now if you take:
8+8+8=24
8+88=96
88+8=96
you get 24+96+96=216.
Take 144,000 divided by 216 and you get 666.
Remember that this was the same exact formula we used to count the number 666 that ultimately brought forth the number 888.
Here is a quick recap to demonstrate how this formula confirms itself as being the true way to count 666:
1: 6+6+6=18 > 66+6=72 > 6+66=72 > 18+72+72=162
2: 144,000 divided by 162=888
3: 8+8+8=24 > 88+8=96 > 8+88=96 > 24+96+96=216
4: 144,000 divided by 216=666
1: 6+6+6=18 > 66+6=72…
As you can see, it is perpetual. And remember that we consistently used a formula that worked in threes being the number that God uses for confirmation.
Here is another mathematical confirmation: 144,000 divided by 6, divided by 6, divided by 6 (6,6,6) equals 666.
Nikola Tesla said to think in numbers 3, 6, and 9 and you will unlock the keys to the universe (creation).