A two-tiered YouTube/Zoom Meet this Saturday, March 5, at 1 pm UK time. The first part 30–60 mins will be on YouTube, for public attendance (sobriety of attendants is requested). The second part will be over at Zoom (link provided on request, 24 hours sobriety required), and will be a chance to meet and greet and hear some insider specifics on how we can proceed to save our souls in the end of days.
From the intro to the unpublished/suppressed/disowned memoir, Answer to Lucifer, circa 2008:
Among many other things I dismissed as erroneous or deluded, I have never believed it was possible to save another person. In fact, for at least half of my life (the same half I neglected vampires as a real possibility), I did not really acknowledge the possibility, or the necessity, of being saved. Such Christian terminology was worse than meaningless to me.
Even in the everyday, conversational sense (such as when we talk about “facing our demons” without ever having to crack open the Necronomicon), so far as people need “saving” from drugs or alcohol, heartbreak or despair, misery or marriage or their own damned ignorance (in the sense we all need saving), it was axiomatic to me that no one could save anyone who wasn’t already willing to be saved. (Maybe the need to believe in a savior outside of ourselves is what makes Christianity so popular? Another question, another thesis.)
I still believe that no one can save anyone else.
But, over the years, I have come to qualify this, a footnote, if you will, amending my basic belief.
No one can save anyone else, but it is possible to lead someone to a place where they might save themselves.
It is possible to lead another to that place.
It is possible to lead another.
It is possible to lead.
It is possible.
This week, I have been thinking about the two seemingly opposing forces within me, that of inertia (cold) and aspiration (hot) and how neither one is healthy in and of itself, because the right balance of both is what is required.
This happens to coincide with my search for simple summations of the spiritual principals of Lucifer and Ahriman (the two sides of “Satan”) in the work of Rudolf Steiner, to include in Big Mother, the book I am working on about the technology of evil.
This pertains to the growing imperative to save our souls, the ways in which it can work, and the ways in which it can backfire, like hellfire that’s not contained to make a forge is going to burn your house down.
This gospel is not for your mind but for your soul. For the mind, all news is bad news.
Souls do not die, but they can have their birthing process aborted. Keats wrote that this world is a vale of soul-making. It is the means by which the undifferentiated consciousness of existence is shaped into an individual soul, like a sword forged in the furnace. But the success of the process is not guaranteed. This world is engineered by Ahriman & Lucifer to capture our souls and prevent them from coming to fruition.
We are here to connect to the elements, to activate the soul by grounding it in the temporal, in preparation for its onward journey. Not to do so means our trip to infinity is cancelled. The soul is captured at the moment of death because our awareness is absent, and an insensate soul is farmable raw energy for satanic harvest. It does not go onto to join the hosts of Heaven.
Destruction is not “anti-life” any more than creation is “life.” And it is just as possible to be over-driven to save souls as to be too apathetic about it. I invite you to feel into this strange war within us, for ways in which these opposing-currents move, within our own body and psyche, and how a war can become a dance, and a movement of love.
Does every body on the planet have (connection to) a sentient soul-essence; if not, what ARE they doing here? (Nothing good, obviously.)
Is there such a thing as an individual soul? Do you have one? If not, how can you get one?
Whatever your age, we are now in the energetic countdown to death. This is what life starts to feel like as time runs out, all the way to the final hour, the final moment, when we are launched, ready or not, into the fires of spiritual reality.